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it's over, we are free

2011-07-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

aaaah udah berapa lama ya ngga nulis blog ? hmmm ~~~ kyaknya cukup lama jga ya. iya neeh sibuk ! bangeeeet ! smpe gw aja lupa buat belajar *parah*. iya, gw sibuk karena urusin acara gw ! hadeeeh ~~~ pokoknya sibuk deh !

nah sekarang, udah ngga lagi ! palingan cuma test kecil"an tpi ya mempengaruhi hasil d rapot gw. doain yeeee :D hehehhe...

gw ceritain deh ttg acara gw. gw ngurusin bagian video dan audio, alias IT. seru siih, tpi paling repot. kalo ada apa", pasti yg d salahin duluan kita =.=* sebel ! tpi ywdhla, pengalaman d omelin sampe males liat muka gurunya hahaha yaiya dong ! d kata pngen gituh liat muka guru gw ngambek d depan tuz banyak omel d depan gw. untung dia guru gw. kalo bukan mungkin udh gw tampol hahahahahha :D

oke back to (laptop)... oh story maksud gw

dan gw jga ikutan jadi opening dance. waah anjiir ! tmen gw keren banget ! keren pake banget ! dan gw belajar banyak dari mereka. gmna caranya nge-dance yg bagus. dan alhamdulillah kita smuaa sukses bikin org" yg dateng terkagum" ngeliatin aksi kita (ciieeh aksi). pokoknya seru abeeez ~~~

but honestly, kita menghabiskan waktu sebulan kita untuk ini. pulang jam 9, tidur"an d panggung karena ngantuk berat, pesen makanan k skolah buat makan malam. yaampun. udah kyak nginep d skolah ya ? tuz bangun pagi, berangkat skolah, urusin itu acara lagi. waaah... bner" time consuming banget. gw itu smpe stress. tiap liat guru gw dateng, badan gw udh kyak mengigil liat setan. kyaknya setan sama dia sereman dia deh hahahhaa :D parah deh gw ! gw ngerasa sperti pngen kluar dari acara itu, karena bikin gw stress. tpi smuaa tmen gw blg bahwa kita smuaa ini udh 60% jadi. kalo mundur, sama aja boong. ywdh gw bertahan deh. bertahan sampe gw slesai. akhirnya, datanglah hari H ! 100% jadi ! gilaaaaa ~~~ hall gw smpe d sulap sperti airplane. keren banget ! tpi biaya jga ngga murah lhooooo ~~~ mahal teteup ya !

keren banget ! sumpah ! gw aja sampe terkagum" ngeliat dari atas. karena gw bantu tmen gw urus spotlight dan gw jga liat situasi dari atas. gw selalu ingetin tmen gw yg d bawah untuk ngelakuin ini itu.

mangstab !

akhirnya slesai jga acara gw ! smuaa orang sneng banget sama kita". mereka terkagum" melihat penampilan kita hehehe... mangstab ! keren bangeeeet.

jujur gw skrg malah kangen acara itu, tpi sayangnya, kalo kita ikutan lagi, pasti kalo salah kena omelnya sampe gw stress. ogahnya d bagian itu.

ywdhla, sekian deh cerita gw. ini masiih pagi dan kyaknya gw mau balik tidur lgi niih sekarang. btw, ini ada beberapa foto yg bsa gw upload. foto gw dan tmen" gw dan sebagainya. okeee ???

sekian deh blog gw hari ini :D mau balik tidur.
daaaaaah :p

bodoh ? mungkin...

2011-05-23T19:28:00.000-07:00

gw ngga lemah.
gw ngga lemah.
gw ngga lemah.

itu yg gw selama ini teriakan setiap detiknya ! gw teriakin itu setiap harinya... gw ngga lemah, ya kan ? gw kuat ! gw lebiih kuat dari yg gw kira. tpi apa gw udh bersikap dewasa ? ternyata enggak. gw masiih kyak anak kecil. otak gw ! otak gw ini... ngga bsa d ajak menjadi orang dewasa. pemikiran yg matang ! YANG ADA GW JATOH KE JURANG YANG SAMA ! gilaaaaa ~~~ kyaknya hidup gw akan selalu jatuh d lubang yg sama. kapan gw bsa belajar dari ini smuaa ?

udh pernah sekali ! udh pernah sekali... tpi mana ?! masiih jga kok gw jatoh d lubang yg sama !! ngga pernah kyaknya gw belajar dengan kesalahan gw.

tpi menurut gw... INI SEMUA NGGA ADIL !!! NGGA ADIL BUAT GW !!! kenapa ? kenapa selalu gw doang yg ngerasain hal kyak gini ?! kenapa bukan tmen gw yg lain ? kenapa gw ? kenapaaaa ? *frustasi*

gw skrg ngga tau harus gmna.. mungkin, gw lebiih bodoh dari seekor keledai. GW LEBIH BODOH DARI BINATANG ITU ! *sigh*

gw... gw ngga tau harus gmna. :(

aahh udhlah... mungkin sekarang, gw cuma bsa sabar dan lupain apa yg udh terjadi. mungkin smuaa ini ada hikmahnya !

demam polisi ? thanks to youtube.

2011-05-05T18:59:00.000-07:00

hahahah long time no see ! :D hahaha kyaknya udh lama banget gw ngga nulis d blog ini hehehe :p

btw, gw mau langsung aja deh nulis apa yg gw liat.

ini kejadian yg udh terjadi cukup lama. dan smuaa orang indonesia tau dong siapa yg akan gw bicarakan ? dari judulnya aja pasti udh bsa ngira siapa yg akan gw bicarakan. yaaak ! BRIPTU NORMAN KAMARU. :D hahaha... okay. sebelum gw nulis lebih banyak, menurut kalian, polisi itu sperti apa siih ? mendengar kata polisi, kita bsa aja langsung mikir. "wah ! kumisan dan galak !" atau... "polisi ? hmmm... pasti mukanya yg serius gitu. tuz sangar. ya tegas juga ! pokoknya serem deh". pasti dnkz ? gw aja mikirnya gitu. hahaha :D tpi karena sbuah video d youtube... PUFF !! smuaanya berubah. hahaha not totally all. but almost all. image polisi menjadi sedikit kurang sangar. hahaha... :D but still, they look scary hahaha for me. :D

okay... lanjut. briptu norman kamaru. siapa yg ngga kenal dia ? polisi dari gorontalo yg terkenal lewat video youtube yg d upload oleh org yg ngga dia kenal sama sekali. hahaha.. lucu kan ? yg upload video dia itu bukan dia. video dia adalah... video dia lgi ikutin lagu india yg judulnya "chaiya chaiya". sumpah ! itu lucu banget ! dan gw ngakak pas pertama kali gw liat. bayangin deh. beritanya briptu norman tuh sampe singapore. kalo ngga salah 2 bulan yg lalu. pas pertama kali dia keluar d televisi. anjiiir... gw sampe ngakak.

salah satu screenshot dari video dia.

courtesy : http//google.com

hahahaha... keren kan ? ternyata dia hafal sama smuaa lagu india. penggemar kyaknya. tuz dia jga bsa nyanyi lho ! keren banget ! suaranya keren cuuyy... ngga kalah jauh sama... ermmm ?? sammy (mantan vokalis kerispatih) ? atau... glenn fredly ? hahaha mga" gw ngga lebay kali ini. tpi suaranya emang bagus kok. gw akui itu. ya mungkin jga karena gw ngga bsa nyanyi dgn suara merdu ya. :p hehehe...

gara" itu video, dia jadi super terkenal. hampir se-terkenal justin bieber. hahahha lebay deh ! sii briptu norman siih masiih terkenal d indonesia. insyaallah terkenal d luar jga hahaha :D dia smpet d jakarta dan syuting d berbagai acara. hahahha... mangstab !! :D gw jujur salut lho sama polisi kyak dia. ternyata dia punya bakat terpendam. sayang kalo ngga d kembangkan (tpi ngga usah lebay" amat jga). smpet seminggu, smuaa acara pasti ada dia. hahaha...

tpi bentar yaaa... dnger" ada polwan" yg terkenal cuma mereka bukan lewat youtube. cuma gw blm tau syp hahaha :D baru dnger doang :p

menurut gw... ternyata terkenal itu gampang ya. buat aja video gila lo dan upload k youtube. selesai deh ! besoknya elo udh jadi artis. ngga cuma briptu norman yg terkenal. masiih ada udin sedunia dan sinta jojo. gara" video youtube, mereka langsung terkenal. hebat kan ? jdi... ada yg minat untuk jdi terkenal ? :p

udin sedunia hahahha (muka gokil)

sinta dan jojo (lupa mana sinta dan mana yg jojo) :p

man shabara zhafira

2011-02-26T17:47:00.000-08:00

udh pernah baca buku ini ?

buku kedua dari negeri 5 menara.

buku yang sudah menjadi inspirasi untuk gw dan kakak gw. sesama perantau. sama" merantau d luar lingkup kita. gw (plus kakak gw) dan alif fikri, si tokoh utama dalam kedua buku itu. buku ini adalah karya Ahmad Fuadi, yang katanya pernah mendapatkan beasiswa sebanyak 8 kali. eh berapa ya ? pokoknya banyak. itu siih sependengaran gw d acara Kick Andy. menurut gw, buku ini bener" menginspirasikan buat gw dan kakak.

dalam buku negeri 5 menara, ada kata" man jadda wajadda. yang berarti... siapa yang bersungguh-sungguh akan sukses. itulah yang gw pegang setiap hari. setiap detik. gw akan berusaha untuk bersungguh" untuk meraih cita" gw. untuk meraih apa yang gw inginkan. (:

dalam buku ranah 3 warna, ada lagi kata" man shabara zhafira. yang bner" masuk k dalam kehidupan gw yang sekarang. menjalankan urusan sekolah dan tugas"nya yang datang bertubi". yang mengharuskan gw untuk tetap terjaga sampaijam 12 malam untuk belajar dan ngerjain tugas gw. yang jelas gw ngga separah tmen" yg tidur jam 2 dan 3. masiih untung karena untuk belajar, tpi mereka kebanyakan buat main spertinya.

man shabara zhafira, artinya... siapa yang bersabar akan beruntung.

sabar... itu kunci untuk gw sekarang ini. sabar untuk menghadapi semua perihal d dalam kehidupan perantauan gw. gw pun berpikir, gw merantu begini kan jga demi orangtua gw. gw berjanji untuk membahagiakan mereka dan meraih cita" gw. gw berjanji untuk membuat mereka bangga akan gw. siapa bilang anak perempuan (anak paling kecil pula) ngga bsa merantau dan sukses d luar ? jangan pandang sebelah mata, kawan (:

siapa yang bersungguh-sungguh akan sukses. siapa yang bersabar akan beruntung.

gw brusaha untuk selalu mengingat kalimat" itu. biar semangat gw ngga luntur. biar positive thinking gw ngga pudar. biar gw tetap akan berusaha dan ngga akan menyerah.

ada lagi yang gw paling suka dari kedua buku itu.
"berlelah-lelahlah, karena manisnya hidup terasa setelah lelah berjuang."

makanya, gw ngga peduli seberat apa pun ujian yang gw hadapi. karena gw yakin, gw akan merasakan manisnya hidup setelah gw berjuang. demi gw, demi kakak gw, dan khususnya demi orangtua gw. seberat apa pun akan gw lewati, dan juga gw yakin Tuhan ngga akan memberikan cobaan dan ujian berat yang melewati batas kemampuan gw. sekarang gw percaya, Tuhan masih memberikan ujian yang masih bisa gw lewati. :D jdi gw akan berjuang untuk melewati itu smuaa.

smga, gw akan sukses. selama gw bersabar dan bersungguh".

SEMANGAT TERUS KAWAN-KAWAN !! PASTI KITA BISA :D hehehehe...

nb: ngga sbar baca buku selanjutnya. cpetan edar dnkz ! :p

aaaa nichkhun is so handsome !!

2011-02-10T17:31:00.000-08:00

omg omg omg !!! he is sooooo charming and handsome !!!

tau nichkhun ? omg gw baru tau dia itu anggota 2PM ! :D omg... ganteng abeeeeezzz !!! guanteeeeng !!! terpesona gw liat dia pertama kali.

jdi kan gini ceritanya, gw dan tmen" gw tuh d kelas english. dan saking bosennya, tmen gw ngebahas ttg k-pop.

berawal..

pri (P): what is ELF ?
jai eun (JE): fans club for super junior.
grace (G): you are ELF ?
JE: yes.
G: ME TOO !!
mint (M): you know there is a thai who is famous in korea ?
P: no idea.
rhondda (R): ooh..
JE & G: yeaah ! NICHKHUN ! :D
P: who is he ?
M: wait (took blackberry and searched in google) look this guy ! (showed it to me)
P: AAAAA HE IS DAMN HANDSOME !!
R: hahaha pri !! you like a guy who has small eyes.
G: but he has no small eyes.
JE: compare with what pri has, nichkhun's eyes are still smaller than hers.
P: omg ! he is cute ! (almost screamed)
all the guys in front of us looked and stared at us. hahaha...

gilaaaa... he is freaking handsome and cute okaaaay ?!!! dan gw baru tau dia itu d 2PM.

tuh kan ganteng bangeeeeet !! :D aduuuuh kira" ntr bakal ada cowo kyak gitu ngga ya ? maksudnya yg dket" gw gituh. syp tau nyantol hahahah apa siih !! aduuuh pokoknya ini cowo ganteng banget dan gw bner" terpesona ngeliat dia. :D aaaa...

nambah satu pic lagi deh :p

see !!!!!! aaaaa why are you sooooo handsome and i just realized it !!!!!!! ♥♥♥

okaay i am totally crazy with this hahahaha...

no chance, but there is a wish

2011-02-08T17:32:00.000-08:00

gw kasian sama tmen gw (cewe) yg satu ini. cuma sekedar share siih, dan gw ngga akan mention nama orangnya jga. untungnya dia jga ngga bsa bahasa gw dan yaaaa... pokoknya gw mau share. no offense.

dia, ternyata suka sama tmen gw (cowo) jga. waaah gw kaget ! =.=* temenan lama, tpi baru tau dia suka syp. salah sendiri ngga pernah mau cerita haha. okeey anyway. gw kasian banget sama dia. dia suka sama tmen gw jga. dia bilang, dia udh cukup lama suka sama dia. ya setaun gitu deh. menurut gw siih lama. tuz, dia blg "kyaknya tuh cowo ngga suka gw." tuz gw mikir" dan tanya "kalo lo tau dia ngga suka lo, knpa lo masiih suka dia ?" dan dia jwb "entah kenapa, perasaan gw ngga bsa lepas dari dia."

hmmm...

menurut kalian gmna siih ? mungkin emang ngga ada kesempatan, tpi dia masih berharap. dia masih mau nunggu. apa karena dia emang bner" suka sama tmen gw ya ? tpi kenapa harus balik lgi siih ? maksud gw balik suka sama tuh cowo. padahal cowo itu hanya sekedar tmen biasa. dan sii cowo jga kyaknya ngga ada perasaan k tmen gw ini (sediih banget ? huhuhu)

kadang gw mikir. apa sebegitu besarnya rasa sayang dia k tmen gw yg cowo ini ? kenapa sampai ngga bsa lupain siih ? emang sesusah itu ya buat lupain orang yg kita suka ? i don't know. and i don't wanna know about it.

gw kasian sama tmen gw. gw pngen bantu dia. cuma gw sendiri ngga tau gw harus gmna. yaaa... gw bner" ngga tau siih. tpi gmna dnkz ? gw bner" ngga bsa kan ? tmen gw yg cewe ini terliat periang banget kalo d depan gw dan selalu curhat sama gw. tpi kalo urusan hati, kyaknya dia beda banget. hmmm... kasian banget.

smga akan ada sesuatu hal yg terbaik suatu saat nanti buat dia dan tmen gw yg cowo itu. syp tau itu cowo suka tmen gw ? :D hahaha.. amiiin ! (:

astagfirullah ! ini siih kelewat mahal

2011-01-29T07:08:00.000-08:00

salah satu alasan gw ngga mau balik karena faktor ekonomi. gw ngga blg gw ngga mampu, gw yakin orangtua gw mampu. cuma kalo ada yg murah knpa ngga kan ? ywdh lah, i have no choice jga.

2 hari yg lalu, gw dapet booklist dari skolah. anjiiiiir !! gw itung" tuh, total dari yg gw beli (rada nyesel chem HL, ternyata bukunya mahal. hmmm ywdhlah syp tau ini yg terbaik) hampir 700-800 dollar. wadooow ! gw pas itung aja udh kyak d samber geledek. yaah tpi mau gmna lagi jga ya ? gw kan ngga ada pilihan.

mana bukunya tebel pula. khusus math HL. (SL jga siih. jdi goodluck jga buat mereka). huuuh !!

okelah kalo begitu. gw jga ngga bsa bilang apa". untung ada tmen gw yg baik mau jual bukunya dan kasiih gw harga murah haha. tumben baek dia (parah ! dia baik terus sama gw kok hahaha). jdi gw mungkin akan beli dari dia.

aduuuh kalo gini caranya, gw harus bljr jauh lebih giat niih. aje gile ! udh mahal, tuz gw ngga bljar. waah mati aja k laut kalo itu. so, wish me luck yaaa... smga gw bsa nyelesaiin smuaa ini dgn baik dan harus tetep semangat (biar bisa tetep jalan" bersama wisata kuliner, pokoke mak nyuuuus) =.= ngga nyambung kie !

btw, gw pergi yaa ! biasa niih. ngaskus :p hahaha...

berada di tempat yang mungkin terbaik untukku

2011-01-27T17:09:00.000-08:00

hmmm... saya kembali. memang telat siih ! tpi yaudahlah ! mau gmna kan ? cari tempat susah lah. mending dsini aja. smga Tuhan kasiih rejeki yang lebih untuk orangtua. :D kalo perlu gw ikut kerja jga boleh lah kalo emang bantu orangtua dikit", ngga salah kan ? daripada nyusahin terus. hehe.

anyway,

gw balik. ke tempat yang sama dan gw ngga mau sebutin d mana. tiap kali ktmu orang yang udah lama ngga ketemu pasti tanya "eh lo ada dsini ?", "yeeey lo kembali !!" (ekspresi seneng), atau "waah sneng bsa ada lo dsini lagi". jujur, gw terharu denger mereka ngomong gitu. mereka itu tmen" gw gitu. old pals ! (: gw (jujur lagi) kangen banget sama mereka. apalagi tmen sekelas gw lucu smuaa. orang lama siih, tpi sikap mereka ngga beda sama sekali dan gw sneng banget. mungkin emang ini yg paling baik buat gw. ya ngga ? jadi terima apa adanya dnkz.

walaupun, gw akan gila dengan kurikulum dsana. tpi yawdahlah. do my best aja deh ! :D semangat terus untuk angkatan gw ! hehehe.

oiya, gw akhirnya sekelas sama tmen gw yg dulu jga. gw sngaja ambil pelajaran science smuaa. biar bsa sama mereka haha (smga gw sanggup). gw jga sngaja ambil matematika tingkat tinggi (jiaaah bahasa gw). pokoknya yg agak susah lah (mampus). tpi gw sneng bsa bareng mereka.

satu lagi, gw sekelas sama dia jga. hmmm... oke ngga masalah. dia duduk dket gw siih. tpi hebatnya, i am not excited. gw biasa aja. bagus kan ? :D mungkin emang gw udh anggap dia sbgai tmen biasa dan tmen sekelas. lagian dia jga kadang ngomong sesuatu sama gw. walaupun dikit, tpi gw brusaha ngga mulai percakapan duluan. ngga penting siih ! :p hehee. smga ada sesuatu yg baik terjadi. yaaaa jadi sahabat gitu ? kan lumayan nambah tmen :D

hmmm...

saatnya gw bekerja keras demi orangtua dan kakak gw. demi masa depan gw. demi apa yang ingin gw raih. smga kali ini gw bsa dan ngga akan ngecewain orangtua gw. mahal banget dsini ! uang buku mahal banget jga. (mikir buat fotokopi semua buku haha).

kawan, doain gw yaa ! smga bsa sukses ! amiiiin...

happy 17th birthday !!

2011-01-25T09:09:00.000-08:00

akhirnya gw udh 17 taun, so i am gonna say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :D

mengatakan untuk diri sendiri.

kali ini, gw dapet kado terindah dari Tuhan. nilai IGCSE gw lulus smuaa !!! :D smuaa nilai d atas 60 !!! alhamdulillah. terima kasih Tuhan. sneng banget.

ngga cuma itu siih, tmen gw kasiih gw beberapa barang dan gw simpen d rumah. smuaa tmen" ngucapin selamat ulang tahun, and thankyou so much guys (;

oiya, ini juga ada kado dari tmen" kaskus. cuma sis mei (meilinda_p), sis army (armymy) dan rio (andfauz) siih. tpi thankyou ya !! (:

satu lagi, sii ryan (theregards), ini orang ngucapin ultah k gw kyak 4 hari sblum gw ultah. tiap pagi kalo gw buka twitter, pasti mention dia tulisannya 'prissi prissi happy birthday prissi'. kurang kerjaan kan ? hahaha but thanks my friend (:

anyway, makasiih ya smuaanya ! atas doa kalian k aku... LOVE YOU ALL ♡♡

termotivasi dari sebuah acara

2011-01-18T09:21:00.000-08:00

hari minggu kemarin, gw nonton ulangannya Kick Andy (tau kan acara d Metro TV ? yg pembawa acaranya pake kacamata dan kumisan. rambut dikit kribo. hahaha saya berbicara berdasarkan fakta. hahaha) tuz gw liat ada beberapa ilmuwan dari indonesia yang skolah d luar negeri. yg awalnya hanya berasal dari orang kurang mampu (yang kata salah satu ilmuwannya itu dia berasal dari keluarga yang sangat sangat sangat sederhana). mereka berusaha keras buat ngeluarin hal hal baru untuk dunia. salah satunya ada yang ciptain sistem 4G !! gilaaa... gw yakin itu orang pinter. kalo ngga salah udh d panggil prof deh.

nah gara" niih acara, gw jdi termotivasi. inti dari semua ilmuwan ini kan sbnernya ngga pantang menyerah. berjuang terus ! gw jdi termotivasi untuk terus berjuang dan semangat untuk menghadapi semuanya. gw jga yakin Tuhan akan kasih gw yang terbaik untuk gw dan keluarga gw.

bahkan ada salah satu ilmuwan yang awalnya dia ngga lulus PTN d sulawesi. eh pas dia k jakarta, malah dia dapet beasiswa k singapore (boooo kapan gw dapet beasiswa ya ? huhuhuu pengen deeeeh !). ratapan anak merantau d luar niih ! hahaha

para ilmuwan itu pada skolah d luar negeri lho ! walaupun emang bnyak juga yang S1-nya d indonesia siih. tpi (hellooooww) liat dong mereka !!! bisa k luar negeri. ada yang emang dari S1 udah d luar negeri. buseet deeh !! gw jga mau (ngga tau deh S2 gw dmna. S1 aja kaga tau mau dmana =.= huuuh). ya pokoknya gitulah. jdi gw intinya tuh termotivasi. gw harus berjuang dan semangat untuk belajar (urusan cowok ntar laaah. single dulu deeeh ! gw kan masiih 16 yg bntr lgi 17 hehehe). siapa tau gw bisa jdi ilmuwan kayak dan menciptakan alat yang bisa main internet sambil tidur dan belajar. hahahahaa ide macam apa itu !!!!

naaah... hbs itu, gw baru sadar satu hal ! dari semua yang udah d bahas d acara itu. gw punya satu pertanyaan. kenapa orang sperti mereka hanya bisa sukses d luar dan bukan d dalam negeri sendiri ? i mean, liat deh. mereka semua itu lulusan luar gituh. oke deh mereka ada yang skolah d indonesia (yang ngga jauh" dari ITB, mantaaap) tpi itu jga kyaknya cuma S1 dan S2 atau hanya S1 atau malah ngga sama sekali. yang S3 pada d luar juga. tuh kan.. knpa ngga d indonesia aja siih ? bukannya masii ada skolah yang bagus ya ?

tuz ada yang bilang bahwa kalo beliau (salah satu ilmuwan) melakukan research d indonesia, beliau ngga mungkin akan dapat dana dan sementara d luar, justru beliau malah d bantu dengan dana dari negara itu sendiri. padahal, beliau itu research tentang indonesia. hmmm... yaaaah ngga tau deh urusan ini ! hehehe

anyway, gw hanya bicara yaaah !! mengeluarkan apa yang ada d otak gw. hehehe... termotivasi dengan acara Kick Andy hehehe. mangstaaab...

nb : begini dong kalo bikin acara ! mendidik dan membuat semua orang termotivasi ! jangan kebanyakan sinetron dan reality show ngga jelas ! bikin acara yang mendidik dong, biar orang" jga makin pinter. jangan buat orang malah jadi ngga bner ! =.= kalo gitu, kapan negara kita maju.

merasa tersindir

2011-01-16T07:34:00.000-08:00

gw anak ke 2 dari 2 bersodara. yang berarti gw adalah.... adik. bner ngga ? hal wajar dnkz gw d panggil adik sama ortu dan kakak gw. naah... nii pagi niih ! gw lagi nulis blog. actually i am writing and of course. hahaha..

oke oke lanjut.

jdi gini ceritanya. gw kan tinggal d kompleks gitu. yah rumahnya palingan 42 doang tpi kan ngga smuaanya berpenghuni (hiii serem ya) hahaha nggalah. kompleks gw keren kok. ada lapangan tenis tpi gw jarang maen k sana karena gw emang kaga main tenis lagi. kalo main tenis lagi kyaknya bola yg gw pukul bakal mampir k rumah tetangga hahaha parah !

baik saya lanjutkan.

d kompleks gw ini tuh ada beberapa rumah yg punya anjing. dan ada yg anjingnya ngga cuma satu. tpi ngga lebih dari 2 sih. (kecuali rumah sebelah yg pernah punya 4 dan berisiknya minta ampun. tpi skrg udh d buang karena mengganggu ketenangan warga hahaha mampus *parah mode: ON). anehnya... knpa orang" ini itu sangat memperlakukan anjing sperti anaknya. oke deh mungkin mereka suka, mereka sayang. gw jga sayang binatang (kecuali serangga). gw sayang kok sama kucing dan anjing (walaupun ngga berani megang). gw aja pas d deketin anjing tmen gw, gw lari ngibrit.

nah ini ada. anjing itu emang lucu dan gw suka banget sama niih anjing. cuma teteplah takut megang hahaha. tpi gw sayang sama dia. nah ini sii pemiliknya tuh tetangga gw. gilaaa... dia masa manggil anjing pake 'adik'. mana suka lewat dpn rumah gw. dia manggil anjingnya 'adik' !! buset !! kan gw tersindir. gw kan jga d panggil adik. masa anjing jga d panggil adik. tersindir dong gw.

hahaha...

ywdhlah. selama gw bukan anjing jga ngga apa" sih. i am always be a human gituh hahaha...

nii cerita cuma skedar sharing ya. no offense. i love animal and everyone who has pet could call it anything the owner wants. rite ?

hahaha... hanya sekedar pngen nulis blog lho ya. really, no offense. you can do whatever you want. it's your life anyway. *peace

sims 3 addicted

2011-01-14T16:10:00.000-08:00

gw belum balik k singapore sampe gw ultah (terpaksa karena hasil ujian gw kluar hari itu, duh ! moga" jadi pertanda baik ya. amiin). anyway, yeap gw masii nongkrong d jakarta and seems like i do nothing every single day. kecuali baca buku dan sampulin buku gw yg ternyata udh menuhi 2 rak d bawah tmpat tidur. ternyata banyak ya. heemm...

oke, gw mau ngebahas hal lain sih. gw ngga cuma baca buku dan sampulin buku. gw main mulu d ps3. gw main the sims3. dan gw kayak addicted banget sama nii game.

bayangiiiiin...

nii jadwal gw suatu hari.

04.40 : sholat subuh
05.02 : main the sims 3
06.10 : sarapan sama ortu dan kakak
06.30 : nganter nyokap k kantor
07.00 : main the sims 3
07.30 : nonton ranking 1 (biar otak jga jalan ya nonton acara beginian haha)
09.00 : main the sims 3
10.30 : mandi (jorok yee)
10.45 : nonton tv
12.00 : main the sims 3
and so on... gw males lanjutin

ya skrg liat aja deh. gw udh 4x main dalam waktu... setengah hari. hah ? aje gile. apa saking bosennya ya ? baca buku dan sampulin buku ada d sore hari dan malam. jadi ngga keliatan d jadwal (ngakak)

hmmm tpi masii mending gw addictednya skrg. coba ntr kalo pas gw balik sg dan gw harus skolah. buset deh ! masa gw ngga bljar" siih... :hammer

moga" ngga kyak gitu hahaha...

tpi seru juga siih. lagian daripada gw ngga ngapa"in jga kan ? berhubung CD ps kakak gw rusak, jdinya gw memonopoli ps 3-nya hahaha...

btw... gotta go !

ooh football fever !!

2011-01-07T13:12:00.000-08:00

ingat ini ?

atau ini ?

siapa sih yang ngga tau masa" ini ? gw yakin smuaa orang pasti sering banget nonton ini taun lalu 2010 (akhirnya gw inget skrg udh taun 2011 hehe). okay. AFF !! yeee tau deh negara gw juara 2, but it's okaaay ! they did a very good job anyway. soooo whaaaat ? ngga usah nyesel dapet juara 2. daripada kaga juara, pilih mana deh !

oke okeee.. saya lanjut !

gara" indonesia sempet membabat malaysia 5-1, smuaa orang langsung deh demam sepakbola ! sayangnya demam kali ini kaga ada obatnya ya. ya bagus sii mereka kayak gini. smuaa orang jadi satu ! bela"in dateng k bukit jalil dan GBK buat nonton timnas indonesia.

liat deh gambar d bawah ini...

kalo menurut gw siih.. gw sneng banget liat masa" begini. BHINNEKA TUNGGAL IKA. tau dnkz maksudnya apa ? kalo ngga salah (balik k masa SMP gw), berbeda" tapi satu. bner ngga sii ? ya pokoknya gitu lah. orang indonesia tau maksudnya apa :D hihihi... tapi liat deh ! d saat sperti ini, kita smuaa itu bersatu ! smuaa orang dari pelosok indonesia dateng k GBK buat nonton indonesia. even though we lost ! but who cares ? they did their best, didn't they ? ya kaaan ?

bahkan sampai skrg aja, berita mereka kyak ngga ada habisnya. smuaa orang masih membahas mereka. kyaknya tiap kali ganti channel, ada aja beritanya tentang... ermm cristian gonzales ? irfan bachdim ? firman utina ? wooow... gile ! kita liat taun yg dulu deh. ngga sampe segininya deh setau gw. kyaknya biasanya aja pemberitaannya.

dulu setau gw, ngga banyak cewe yg suka nonton bola. i mean, yeaaa banyaklah tetep, cuma ngga seantusias sekarang. *tepuk tangan. pokoknya pada semangat ! dulu gw emang suka nonton bola indonesia, cuma ngga seantusias sekarang. heemm... kyaknya gw kena demam sepakbola. hahaha dari dulu kyaknya. :p

dari anak kecil sampe orang tua aja minat bner buat nonton tuh sepakbola. terutama AFF 2010. sampe sekarang kyaknya masih pada nonton deh ya. maksud gw liga indonesia. yaaah bagus deh ! demam sepakbola bisa buat negara kita jadi bersatu.

bagusan gitu kan ? daripada tawuran ngga jelas. hehehe mending nonton bola.

ternyata bola memang membuat smuaa orang jadi berkumpul. mangstab gan ! :2thumbup

anyway, i am looking forward for another matches. come on guys ! you can do it. jangan cuma d AFF buat masuk final. kalo bisa d AFC, world cup dan sebagainyaaa... (Y)

inilah yang kurang selama ini

2011-01-06T07:20:00.000-08:00

kira"... 3 tahun ? 4 ? gw udah lama ya ninggalin indonesia. ermm maksud gw, buat belajar ya. bukan gw ngga balik lagi. tpi untuk urusan belajar gw. gw ninggalin jakarta aja pas gw mau masuk SMP3. i thought, it would be fun if i study in other country. yes it was. no. it is. emang menyenangkan. gw akuin emang seru sih belajar d luar. kyak gw sekarang ini.

tpi gw sadar gw kekurangan satu hal. yg sbnernya ini adalah apa yg gw inginkan dari dulu tpi gw baru sadar beberapa waktu lalu. apa mungkin karena gw bosen ya ? heemm bsa jadi. sedii banget kalo gw inget kyak beginian.

gw pernah ngerasain...

ini

dan ini...

kalo ini ?

nooooo... gw blm pernah ! dan jujur. kalo liat anak" seumuran gw pake baju itu, gw ngiri berat ! ngiri banget. entah kenapa gw spertinya kelewatan satu periode yg menyenangkan. oke gw jga SMA d luar. tpi kyaknya ngga semenarik d sini. ehh, walaupun gw skolah d luar, itu pun keinginan gw dulu. gw ngga nyalahin siapa" kok. gw cuma merasa kehilangan aja.

sbnernya, menyenangkan jga sii skolah d luar. tetep ajaaaaa... gw pngen pake seragam putih abu abu ! it is more fun i guess ! oooh nooooo... i miss this part !! =.= huhuhu sediih deeeeh... masalahnya gw ngga mungkin mengulang waktu kan ? yg lewat ya biarkan lewat. hmmm...

setiap orang, pasti punya jalan yg berbeda". mungkin emang ini jalan gw dan gw yakin gw akan mendapatkan sesuatu yang jauh lebii menyenangkan dari itu. gw yakin, i can get something better than that. hope so ! (:

tapiiiiiii... gw udh punya rencana.

gw akan melanjutkan kuliah gw (insyaallah S2) d indonesia ! i am going back... yeaaay ! ntah knpa gw pngen balik. so no matter what, i am going back later ! (Y) eheheee.. smga aja sukses ! gw pngen kembali k negara gw tercinta ini.

insyaallah... :D

courtesy: google.co.id

i am in a place where i have to be here

2011-01-05T02:14:00.000-08:00

i looked at the airport. i realized where i was at the time, i just woke up but i knew where it was. of course. i've been here for almost 4 years. i couldn't say anything but prayed. you know what ? because i haven't get what i want until now. i do not want to mention anything. i just wanna keep it for myself, my family and God. yea, God knows everything. so what ? no matter what, God knows what i want.

i know how someone feels about it. i know. i do. i feel the same way. as the time goes by, i keep praying a same thing. a same wish. a same stuff. but i dunno. hope God will make it comes true. just hope that everything will be okay, until i get what i want. i know what the reason i want this stuff. to make my life even better than people thought, even my parents thought. i wanna make my dreams come true either.

however,

no matter what happen next, i will never move backward again. let me move forward. face what happen next.

oh and one more thing.

I WISH I PASS MY IGCSE !! =.= i am worry about it, very worry if i have to be honest. yeaa... this my last chance. hope my friends and i will pass this. God, please make this come true.

happy new year 2011

2011-01-01T19:37:00.000-08:00

wooow... don't realize it so much anyway. HEY WELCOME 2011 !!! BYE BYE 2010.

just wanna say HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 for everybody, not only for my friends or family. but too all people in the world. hehehe :D how was your new year guys ? hope you had a lot of fun with ermm... friends ? family ? and whoever actually.

anyway, i am in detroit now. kind of fun but yeaa... i didn't find any fireworks like i found last year in NY. heemm a bit different here. to be honest, this is a very quite place i've ever come ! yeaaa true. i didn't find anything but hard rock cafe and some small supermarkets. really. like... no shopping mall ? okay there is one here but not that a lot of shops. just took a lot of pics (and i have no idea to put it here, cuz yea, lazy as usual).

actually, i miss my hometown. wanna go back very very very soon. or maybe i already feel bored. hmm ?

okiee dokiee, i had a lot of fun in US. i went to minneapolis and chicago a few days ago and it was so fun. and you know what ? IT IS MUCH CHEAPER TO BUY BOOKS HERE RATHER THAN IN INDONESIA OR SINGAPORE. just so you know, i bought 4 books of Nicholas Sparks. yeaay ! that was cool, wasn't it ?

oopps... gotta go ! a lot things need to do (liar, just wanna read 'True Believer' again) hahaha... so, i'll see you later my blog ! (;

byebyeeee...

#prayforindonesia

2010-10-27T03:34:00.000-07:00

astagfirullah alazim...

what is going on in indonesia ? volcano eruption ? flood ? earthquake ? even TSUNAMI ? whaaat ?! OMG ! i've seen all the news from TV and it was so terrible ! why did this happen in my country ? my home country. maybe i am not from that places, but there are in indonesia.

i have no more words for this. i am just sad. i am afraid that sometimes, there will be another disasters in indonesia. hope it won't happen in my hometown. ): siiighh...

look at these pictures...

): see !!! so sad !!! huhuhuhu...

hope it won't happen anymore. siiigh...

therefore, guys ! please pray for indonesia. hope these disasters will not happen again. don't cry indonesia !!

...

nb : semangatlah indonesia ! bangun kembali jiwamu. jangan pernah menyerah !!

about k-pop (and me)

2010-10-01T19:20:00.000-07:00

hahaha you know what ? maybe since a month ago, i keep listening k-pop songs and i dunno why. i don't even understand what they said and yeaa... i dunno the meaning ! OF COURSE ! helloooow... i am not a korean ! that's why i dunno, but i just like the beat of the songs. you know ? it sounds cool. sometimes i get bored with the indonesian songs (i mean... no offense. people may get bored one day, rite ?)

anyway... let me tell you, these few weeks, i keep listening the same songs and from my iPhone, i put them in an album called "Kpop". easier for me to find them :D hehehe...

first time i listened a k-pop song was when i was curious why all my friends (and most of them are girls !!) kept talking about it right in front of me. i really dunno anything !!!!!!!!! afterwards, i tried to find their songs in YouTube. finally, i got one of it and listened it. "hmmm... quite good". and then, i realized that i've heard one song from k-pop star and i like it ! i downloaded that song ! you know what ? I KEPT LISTENING THAT SONG FOR EVERY MINUTES !!!!

okaay...

firstly, i keep listening songs from 2PM !!! OMG !!! they are quite good though. i like "TikTok", "Again and Again", "Without U" and "I Hate You". i dunno what they called it in korea, but i know that the titles are that. hmmm honestly... not bad ! i like it (: sooooo... i keep listening wholeeeeee day. hahahha...

i really dunno their name (no ! i dunno their name !!!) hehehe... yeaa i just know their songs. i like the dance, i like the beat. wooow... do you know what ? because of these songs, i want to dance again. and i've tried their dance (a few times) and it was AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaa i think, dance makes me relax and ready for my study and whatsoever. (;

great huh ? and i should thanks to them (i think hihihi). hmmm... i want to dance again !! but maybe next time, after my exams and everything !! akkkh... i can't wait for december !! i will be free... (: aah finally.

okaay.. let me continue again.

actually i just knew about super junior and girls generation before. i didn't even know what 2PM was until my taekwondo teacher talked about it with my friend.

heeyy ! they look beautiful, don't they ? (;

...

BEAST or maybe they called it B2ST. i dunno which one, but their song called "Shock" was the first k-pop song which i downloaded. hahaha i like their dance and i've tried it ! i still remember their dance. anyway... it is great ! (: i like "Bad Girl" too... hmm it sounds cool ! :D

their dance is great ! (: hehehe... i like it !

oowwhh...

and i heard there are still more than what i've wrote ! there are still SHINee (wait ! this one is not same as super junior, is it ?), DBSK, Big Bang, Boa, G-Dragon and a lot more..... D: OMG !!! ckckck... a lot !!!!

whooops !! by the way... i have to go... i just want to share that they are actually great :D i like their songs ! especially the one which i called it DANCE type. hahaha i dunno how to say, but yeaa... i think you know what i mean :p hahahha

RUN !!! need to go for study... see yaaa !!

study fever, prelim and IGCSE here i come !!

2010-08-27T04:47:00.001-07:00

ready or not ready ?

if someone ask me this question, i may answer... NOW OR NEVER !!

prelim... 3 more weeks. IGCSE... 2 more months !!! omg !!! let me tell you sth... I HAVEN'T START MY STUDY YET ! woooow... nice ! next week, i may go back to my country for a week holiday, but i need to study too. first day of Term 4, i already start my prelim exams. huhuhu...

okay ! this is... something very important and i need to do it very well !!! come on.

will you think i can do this ? hmmm...

okay okay enough. i know i can do it ! i should make myself not being lazy and try my best to study for all the subjects (: i know that i can do it. i may get this fever, study fever. keep study study and study ! don't think that i force myself (which actually i do). i should make a schedule to make myself become more discipline. (:

hope i can do this ! prelim... IGCSE... maybe i will take TOEFL and SAT soon. hmmm... okay ! i know i can do. believe ! jia youuu...

jia you !! fighting !! :D

i wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad

2010-07-31T15:53:00.000-07:00

"I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad

buy all the things I never had

I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen"

who doesn't know this songs ? i mean... a lot of people sing this song. yeap ! me, included. and also my classmates.
do you know... I LOVE MY CLASS SO MUCH ! :D all my friends always plug in the speaker to iPhone or iPod and play "Billionaire" by Travie McCoy and Bruno Mars. we, still include me, keep singing this song. we can make a choir inside the classroom during recess or lunch time. depends when they play this song. hahahah...

my class... they are so fun !! after recess or during lessons, we also keep singing this song !! hahaha... omg it is fun !! we can like same song at the same time. sing that song together.

before "Billionaire", we kept singing "Eenie Meenie" i think (i forgot what song they always played last week) and some random songs. it was extremely fun to sing together with others. we can make a great choir for our school but our choir will sing depends with the song that we are going to sing. :D

hmmm...

next year, we may not in the same class again. ): we will go to another places. not in the same school ! this is will be the sweet memories and i will remember this forever. have a great classmates !

we were troublemaker, we are the best ! (:

ISO sudah mendekat !!! :D

2010-07-22T18:39:00.000-07:00

yeaaaaay !! post k 1800 !! yg dmna 200 lagi gw udh ISO !! d kaskus !! wooohoooo... liat nii usaha gw yg agak tersendat dari post k 1000 sampe 1800 :D

09/05/10

11/05/10

19/05/10

23/05/10

12/06/10

01/07/10

04/07/10

12/07/10

22/07/10

yeeess !!! 200 lagi dan ISO deh !!! pokoknya kalo gw udh ISO, ntar gw bakal kasii cendol k sahabat" tercinta dari kaskus (: hehehhe...
sabar yaaaa... cendol akan datang scpat mungkin ! hehehehe :D

CONGRATULATION ESPANA !

2010-07-12T05:14:00.000-07:00

i just wanna say...

CONGRATULATION ESPANA !

look at that man !!! paul is correct !!! what a wonderful octopus !!! great job all the players (from South Africa until Spain) great job !!! (:

see you later World Cup ! hope i can watch another World Cup in 2014 ! (: see you there guys...

for me... i still love...

these guys !!!

i can't find the picture in World Cup 2010. but i love them too. :D good luck for another 2 and 4 years (:

World Cup 2010 ♡

2010-07-12T04:05:00.000-07:00

yeaaay !!! germany had 3rd place for WC 2010 (: ♡♡♡ it doesn't matter even though i wished that they won for first place. but never mind :D hehehe..

but do you know...? GERMANY WAS AWESOME !!! they were so cool !!! look at their game (except when they against serbia and spain, their games were sucks to be honest), they were so cool and great !!! i could not even forget their game and i watched every single game of germany even i had a school on the next day. :p hehehe... in school i slept during class and not only me, still have a few guys that also slept after the match. i woke up late. =.=* omg ! i was so happy (: at least they got 3rd place rather than nothing. hehehe...

woooo... tell you what ! i can't wait for another 2 years for Euro Cup, and 4 years for World Cup ! :D wish i can see germany again on that time. yeaaay... germany !!! ♡♡♡

during World Cup, i always online with my friends via twitter. hahahha it was totally "stupid" to be honest. hahhaha twitter was my second place to watch WC 2010. when they had a goal, we all wrote "GOAAAAAAL !!" hahahaha... nice nice nice ! when i was in indo, i always sms my friend hehhee... until maybe around 4 am. :p

by the way... CONGRATULATION GERMANY !! FOR BECOME THIRD PLACE (: hehehhe... at least you got the top 3.

but this world cup is kind of ermm... different maybe. look at Italy and France ! helloo ? where were they ? they lose ! they couldn't even get to top 16 (i dunno what it called in english)

anyway... still. football is for fun rite ? (: no matter how stupid our favorite team is ! hahahha i am joking. all the teams are very good ! they could go for world cup, and of course, it is great ! :D hmmm i am wondering, when is my country going to World Cup ? waiting 2022 ? which i heard there will be World Cup in my country. hah ?! prove it !! let me tell you, i can't believe that my country will be the host of World Cup 2022. which stadium ? which one ? hmmm.. maybe there will be alot of changes later but not now :D (it is fact, so don't deny it)

ohh and there is another cool fact ! do you know paul ? that giant octopus ? (i dunno whether he is big or not) he predicted that alot of matches. and all of it were correct ! oh my God ! what the hell is wrong with that octopus ? he predicted ! and he was correct !! look at this !!

and he was correct ! but to be honest... HELLOOOO !? Germany !!! you were so stupid that time. i dunno why but... never mind ! you did your best by the way. (: still... i love you ! :D hahaha...

again...

omg ! it was true as well... :D and i was so happy about this ! 3 - 2 for the result (:

and now i am watching the final. Spain vs Netherlands. do you wanna know who he chose ?

see ? he chose Spain ! =.=* but it is okay. they never go for final before (that's what i heard, so don't blame me if i am wrong). and i dunno. it is alr 60 mins, there is no goal (as i am writing this blog, the minutes are always changing).

hmm... maybe Spain will win ! look at that, how cool Casillas is ? hehehhe :p buat Neuer is still the best :D

owwh come on ! no goal ? heeyy where are you guys ? no goals ! boring ! =.=* and i want to sleep. >.< but i want to watch it too... ): siiigh just wait ! gonna tell you who will win the final later. and wanna see whether paul is correct (again) or not.

mins 69 : David Villa, almost made a goal ! =.=*

uurrfhh where is the goal ? maybe there will be penalty for this match...

hmm... maybe i am gonna stop this for awhile. watch it first ! after that, i am gonna write it again ! (: okeey ? see you soon ! :D

holiday is over !!! ):

2010-06-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

knpaaaaaa ? sebulan kerasa kyak seminggu. kambing ! kyaknya cpet banget liburan gw. ngga krasa udh sebulan ! sialaaaaan. pngen libur lagi. btw tau ngga gw d indo ngapain aja ? hahahah nii liat aja.

pertama...

INTERNETAN ! hahahhaa teteuuup !

yaiyalah. gw mau apalagi ? yaaah bisa bljar sii cuma gw aja males hahahha tp suer deh ya ! inet indo tuh lama buangeeeet ):

kedua...

NONTON OPERA VAN JAVA (OVJ)

gilaaaaa ini acara seru abis. tiap hari ganti topik dan sgala macem. properti sterofoam d ancurin sampe ancur bneran (yaiyalah)... gw baru tau kalo studionya tuh dket rumah gw jadi gw smpet ntn 2x langsung. enak lho ! seru abis. tp yg pertama kali gw tonton agak jayus. ngga terlalu lucu gitu deh. tp ywdhlah. yg penting gw udh liat sii sule aslinya. hahahhaha :thumbup (btw... saya berhutang kepada @meilinda_p untuk ajak nonton ovj. next time ya sis (: maaf )

ketiga...

WORLD CUP !!! kereeeen :thumbup

naaaah yg ini.... gw dukung GERMANY !!! yeaaaay... harus menang yaaaa ! waah kalo gw balik k sg, ada yg bakal gw kangenin nii... biasanya kalo gw nonton bola ada yg nemenin gw smsan. huufh ! kalo gw d sg, ngga bisa smsan. yaaaah sediinyaaa. ywdh deh ! YM-an aja. hahahah :ngakak

yaaah itulah kehidupan gw d jakarta. palingan jalan" ! hahahahha :D
ywdh deh. segitu dulu. lain kali gw lanjut okeeeh ? see yaaa... (:

study feat. ngaskus

2010-05-09T19:54:00.000-07:00

wooww i never update my blog for so long !!! :D and i miss it so much. hmmm... actually i have no time to update my blog but maybe i am gonna update it again when i have a june holiday. few more weeks anyway.

and do you know what ? MY EXAMS ARE DRAWING NEAR ! which are next week. 17th May 2010. akkkh !! i hope i can pass everything and please... especially economics and business. i don't want to have extra lesson during my june holiday. i will be in my hometown. hehehhe :p

and yes. i have prepare everything for my exams even though it is not 100%. at least i have prepare something for it. because of it, i am sick now. i don't know what happen with me. but 2 days ago, i felt dizzy and i couldn't even understand what my teacher explained to me. she said that maybe i had fever but i wasn't. i just had a flu.

anyway... let me continue my story. i am... trying to study now. yes i am ! i am trying ! i want to study but my brother asked me to not study very hard for this few days because i am sick. (oh thanks !) but anyway, i still studied during weekend. okeey ?

OMG !!! i don't want to write in english for awhile.

lebii baik sperti ini ! hehhehe :D okeeh.. gw mau cerita satu hal. sbenernya, slama gw sakit kyak gini, gw jadi ada waktu luang buat yg namanya ngaskus. gw habiskan waktu gw (yg emang kira" cuma 2 jam, tuz sisanya buat istirahat) buat ngepost. dan elo tau... post gw udh lebii dari 1000 :D :thumbup !!! mangstab gan...

hahahha keren kan ? akhirnyaaa... mendekati ISO. gw berharap bulan depan udh bisa ISO. jadi, gw bisa membalas budi smuaa tmen" gw tercinta (tentunya para kaskusers yg slama ini udh jadi sahabat terbaik d dunia maya) yg udh kasii gw cendol ! (: dan pastinya untuk kakak gw yg sampe skrg cendolnya baru satu dan status dia masii newbie. padahal dia duluan yg main kaskus. hahahha... pokoknya... kalo gw udh ISO, gw bakal kasii cendol k tmen" gw ! janji. pasti. hehehhe :D

ngomong"... gw kangen banget sama kalian ! gara" bljar, gw jadi jarang online. yaaah emang harus sii. soalnya gw kan harus nyiapin buat k college dan univ yg gw mau. makanya gw sibuk. apalagi mungkin gw ngga akan balik k indonesia sampai nanti gw univ slesai. maksud gw, gw bakal balik kalo libur. tp gw kyaknya ngga ngelanjutin studi gw d indonesia. sedii ya ? kita cuma bisa ngobrol lewat fb, twitter, YM dan pastinya kaskus. hehehhe... tp ngga apalah ! kita akan terus tetep jadi sahabat ! masii harus sering conference bareng ! :p pokoknya... AKU RINDU KALIAN SMUAANYAAA... (kangen @theregards, @meilinda_p, @WinduBarus, @armymy, @soragotenks, @imam_sabil, @agustua) gw pngen gila"an bareng kalian lagi. ntar deh ya kalo habis gw exam ! doain yg terbaik buat gw aja. okeeeh ??? akkkhh kangen bangeeeet !!!

pokoknya kita smuaa harus sering menghabiskan waktu bareng d YM okeeeh kawan"ku sayang ? ehehhehe...

btw... i need to study !!! huaaah... i don't even understand LDR (not long distance relationship), thermistor, base-emitter and whatsoever. help me... huaaah... gara" sakit, gw sampe ngga bisa mikir ! ): wish me luck yaaaa...

hope it was a joke

2010-04-10T22:43:00.000-07:00

it was wednesday... i hope it was a joke. silly joke. whatsoever.

shelly (S) : hey pri ! come on. change your uniform.
i walked inside my classroom after PE (Physical Education) and i was totally tired.
kevin (K) : happy birthday !
pri (P) : it is not my birthday ! hahaha...
S : come on. change your uniform. i am going to give you a surprise.
P : what ? surprise ?
S : just change first. i am gonna tell you later.
*anyway this conversation was suppose to be in indo, but i just translated it to english. to practice my english as well*
i changed my uniform and i went back to my class.
P : so what is your surprise ?
S, K, edward (E) : we sign your name in singing competition !
P : WHAT ?! SINGING COMPETITION ?! ARE YOU SERIOUS ?! who the hell did ask you to sign my name up ? who the hell does take in charge in this talent competition ?
E : councillor.
i threw my PE clothes inside my bag and ran away to find any councillor ! any councillor who i met first. i saw giresh outside my class. he is one of councillor.
P : hey, do you know who take in charge for the singing competition is ?
giresh (G) : me. why ?

in this case, i spoke with english. =.=*
P : someone signed my name up to that competition. can you help me to check whether my name is alr in the competition or not ? pleaseeee...
G : okay. but i dunno what i can do after this. okay ?
i went back to class.
P : siiigh. why did you sign up my name ?
K : we trust you.
P : whatever.

akkkh !!! i hope it was a joke. pleaseeee... i can't sing. eventhough i was in choir but i don't want to sing anymore. akkkh ! how ? hope it was a joke. hope... 14th april 2010, i don't need to go for the audition !

it is not my sillhouette ! ehehhehe :p

woaaah hope it was a joke.

i had check to the teacher-in-charge of this competition, and she said that no one had return the form. and i hope it is true. please. until now. until this second. ): i can't sing !

but... if it is true, i am gonna take it and maybe try to sing again. either more than words or the way you look at me. (: hehehhee...

but hope... I DO NOT NEED TO DO IT ! akkhhh... it makes me crazy soon !

whoops ! it is alr night. gtg ! bye (: talk to you later.

addicted

2010-03-27T16:23:00.000-07:00

woww... i never update my blog for ages ! hahahha :D *lebay*

okeeyy... what should i write ? about my holiday which ended one week ago ? hahaha it was fun !

oh do you know ? i found few new friends in twitter and it was fun to know them. they are fun, crazy ! hahaha... it was totally fun to know them, and now we are getting closer ! every day, we are trying to online with each other ! hehehe :p

anyway... i have no mood to write in english ! so i prefer to write it in indo. heheheh :D

ampuuuun ! smenjak gw kenal mereka smuaa, hidup gw emang ngga jauh dari yg namanya internet. mau apa ? online ? di mana ? twitter ? fb ? YM ? kaskus ? bahkan spertinya gw menelantarkan MSN gw yg dulu slalu online. hahahah XD addicted ? bisa jadi ! gw mungkin addicted dgn internet skrg. wooo... ortu dan kakak gw bisa aja bilang dari dulu gw udh addicted. tp kali ini lebii parah. kadang gw ngerasa egois slalu memonopoli internet. hahahah XD sorry deeeh !

tp walaupun emang ini gw anggap addicted alias kecanduan, gw merasa fun banget !

kenal sama beberapa makhluk gila ! hahahaha XD kalo orangnya baca, mungkin pada protes ntar d twitter. hmmm... mereka seru siih ! bikin malem gw jadi meriah banget.

apa aja yg kita bahas d YM ? banyaaakk...
gosip ? ada. bahkan pembahasannya ngga jauh" dari... *ermmm ngga usah di bahas di sini*

pokoknya seru deh ! dan mungkin itu yg membuat gw addicted.

d skolah ? baru tau gw ada wireless ! dan gw slalu k tempat yg sama buat buka twitter gw. at least ngeliat syp yg mention nama @pizzalicious24 !!! anyway... follow my twitter please !!!

hahahha... menurut lo aneh ngga ?

pokoknya... kalo ada waktu, pasti kita smuaa pada online bareng ! hahahahah XD

opps... anyway !!! it is term 2 alr !!! awwwhh !!! 3 more months. exam exam exam !!! but afterwards... 1 month holidayyy ! XD yeaaay ! awesome.

so, i need to study harder ! hehehhee wish me luck ! okeeey ? (:

i'll see you later !!! :D

exam is drawing near

2010-02-20T10:41:00.000-08:00

what date is today ?... 20th february 2010.

20th february 2010 ?! isn't it... week 7 ? and next monday gonna be week 8 ? WTH ?! huh !!! my exam is around week 10.

no way ! i need to go for study... ): the problem is... I FORGOT TO BRING FEW NOTES FROM SCHOOL !!

okay okay... chill !!!

from now on, this rules start.

- do not online very often. (facebook, twitter, kaskus, goodreads)
- do not read any books which do not related with the subjects.
- bring every notes to home.
- no more movie, unless the exam is over.
- stop playing.
- be serious.
- everyday need to study at least 4 hours (amiin deh kalo ini !)

yeaap ! i need to do this for A or A*. amiiin !

pertanyaan gw sekarang adalah... knapa ujian slalu datangnya sangat cepat, smentara liburan lamaaa banget !?

valentine's day

2010-02-12T01:30:00.000-08:00

valentine's day is 2 more days, as today is 12th february 2010.

do you know that i don't even care about valentine's day even though all people are going to celebrate it ? yeah of course i don't care ! i have no boyfriend, and i am still a single. but i don't care. i don't need any boyfriend for now. hahahahah... yeah ! for what ? (:

i don't need any.

they have boyfriends, but i just stared at them. looked at them with a jealous. but afterwards, siiigh who cares man !!! if i have a boyfriend, i won't be free like this. i still have a freedom. i still can hang out with my friends anytime i want. :D heheheh... so i don't care whether i have no boyfriend. (: i will have it, but not now. or even today. rite ? am i rite ?

hmm...

who cares if HE doesn't want to talk to me ? who cares ?

so my point is... i do not need to celebrate valentine's day.

maybe i will celebrate black day. for people who are single and have nothing for the valentine's day. unless miracle happens.

hope nothing happen tmr ):

2010-02-10T19:05:00.000-08:00

siiiigh...
today i got scolded by my math teacher cuz i passed sweets to my friend. ): but actually it is not mine, and it my friend who sat beside me, and that sweets was under my desk. i think my math teacher thought that it was mine, but actually it wasn't. ): siiiiighhh ! feel bad now. tmr, maybe, my form teacher will scold me, but if he really scolds me, i am gonna tell him the truth. siiigh ! damn scared now. D:

hahahahha...
PE lesson was so funny.

me and all the classmates ran to starbucks in the coronation plaza. before that my friend ordered few drinks include my caramel frappucino with whipped cream. we ran all the way to starbucks !!! :D *lucky i borrowed money from my friend before, and will give it back after chinese new year* afterwards, we all went back to school with starbucks, but we walked almost half-way. but my teacher asked us to run again. and i think i was the only one who ran. so i ran all the way went through the slope to go to school. and when i reached MPH, there were only friends from Pre-U. ):

after they reached MPH, they all played floorball with Pre-U students. me, karta, gela and gerard talked and kept throwing thing. karta kept call gela as mama and gerard as papa, and i called karta a brother. wahahhahaha :D it was super funnyyyyy ! :D i kept laughing !!! :p i never played floorball today, cuz i already had the CCA ytd, so i didn't want to play. just give other people to play. i am the only girl who play floorball in my class but sometimes they asked me to play, but sometimes no. i just play if they ask me. they never asked me, so i never played, so i sat down and talked a lot with karta, gela and gerard ! hahahahahhaha :D

after school...

me and miho walked to mcdonalds, cuz miho wanted to buy mc flurry, so i accompanied her. i never bought anything. no money. lazy to buy. :p hahaahhahaha

after that we went home. siiiigh...

thinking about tmr !!! hope my teacher wont be angry. siiiiiggggh !

i'll see you again later ! byeeee...

gw yang terlalu baik atau gw yang terlalu polos ?

2010-02-03T20:19:00.000-08:00

thanks for my friend who just woke me up and went back to the reality.

gw d sadarkan oleh tmen gw yg slama ini ternyata dia mengamati smuaa sikap gw. baik dari cara gw marah yg ngga pernah terus terang. dari sikap gw yg keras. dari sikap gw yg terlalu baik. dari sikap gw yg mau aja (smacam) d peralat oleh tmen" lainnya. tpatnya cuma tmen sii. bukan tmen" lainnya. pokoknya gitu deh.

gw terus terang harus berterima kasih sama tmen gw yg udah nyadarin gw.

of course. gw harus berterima kasih dnkz. gara" dia, gw jadi berpikir ulang apa slama ini persahabatan gw dengan dia (orang lain) itu baik apa ngga ? apa hanya skedar buat have fun atau apa ?

tapi gw ngga bisa memilih.

gw ngga akan menjauhi tmen gw ini. gw bakal akan ada d pihak dia. dia memang egois, terlalu menyebalkan kalo lagi egois. dia terlalu sok ngatur dengan hal ini dan itu. tapi dia juga banyak membantu gw. itu yang ada d otak gw. awalnya...

ternyata stelah gw itung", jumlahnya pun sedikit. dan justru spertinya gw lebii banyak ngebantuin dia. whoops ! gw salah ya ? tuz apa yg membuat gw slalu berpikiran bahwa dia lebii banyak membantu gw ?

ohh God ! give me a clue. ): aku ngga tau harus gmana. huffhh !

oh damn !!! gmana ya ?

gw salah ya ?

emang sii ! dia itu egois dan menyebalkan. tapi semenyebalkan diri tmen gw itu, dia tetep tmen gw. yg gw sayang juga. sayangnya... tiap kali gw kasii solusi, dia jadi marah sama gw dan kesannya gw yg salah.

YA TUHAN ! bantu aku ini... D:

sweet 16th birthday presents

2010-01-27T17:03:00.000-08:00

oh oh ! i never tell you about my birthday party rite ? which was combine with chakrid's (mike) party. hehehhee (: it was awesome. but no wasabi game, so it was quite boring.

and i got a lot of presents from all my friends. thankyou guys ! ILY (: hehehhee... it was great !!

and do you know that i got a birthday card yesterday and IT WAS SO HUGE ! i couldn't think how to bring it home, and how to bring it to indo if i move later. hahahhaha :D but i will not move ! i am still in sg for this year.

i will show you my birthday card...

i love this so much ! (:

at the back, there are a lot of notes from all my best friends

this is what they wrote for me :D

sarah : happy birthday priessia ! hope you have the great one.
joel : happy birthday priessia ! a.k.a man ^^ have a good day !
moon kyung : happy birthday priessia !
palmmy : happy birthday ! selamat ulangtahun ! wish you all the best
roysius : hey priessia, happy sweet and wonderful 16th birthday. may all your wishes come true.
boss : happy 16th birthday ! wish you all the best ! (be a good floorball captain, just do it) may all your wish come true... and remember... U R DA MAN !!! hahahaha... :p
calvin yang : happy birthday priessia ! you are now one year closer to your death :D anyway, i wish you all the best in everything.
jai eun : happy birthday prissia ~ wish you all the best ! and i hope you hv the greatest birthday ever ever

mr michael wong : dear priessia, happy birthday. remember : age is mind over matter. if you don't mind, it doesn't matter.
nikhil : HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! have a blast ! enjoy yourself ! may God bless you...
jeffery : happy b-day MAN ! congrats you are now look like you are 44.
nicky : happy birthday priessia a.k.a MAN !
nigel : happy birthday priessia
miho : happy birthday priessia... (FOR THIS, I DON'T WANT TO TELL YOU. IT IS THE LONGEST MESSAGE ! AND IT WAS SO SWEET ! I JUST WANT TO KEEP HER MESSAGE FOR MYSELF)
ivan : happy birthday priessia ! may you have a good year ahead ! happy time !
johanes : happy birthday ! wish you all the best :p
michelle : happy 16 birthday ! enjoy your birthday. good luck.
yi jing : PRIESSIA happy 16th birthday bestie ! may all your wishes come true.
tonasa : happy birthday priessia ! welcome to the nc16 world !!! :D wish you all the best for all the things you do.
christina : happy sweet sixteen ! happy birthday priessia !
nicklaus : happy birthday priessia ! have a great time & fantastic year.
joshua foo : happy birthday !
mint : happy birthday ! priessia ! i wish you will be happy the whole year and forever (: hope you all the best.
jing vin : happy birthday priessia ! hope your wishes come true ! :D 16 is the good age.
yu ting : happy birthday priessia !
jenna : priessia, you have been a good buddy. here wishing you HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ! best wishes in whatever you do.
mdm azizah : dear angel, happy bday to you !
ariel : pizza happy birthday ! ILY (imma eat you) :D
mike (chakrid) : happy birthday LOL !!! now you are one year older than last year ^^ i wish you all the best.

it was awesome and i want to thanks to all people who already wrote in this birthday card (and in facebook too). thank you for people who alr made this card. (i know who) hehehehe (:
thank you people ! i love you all so much ! :D

me with cookie

me, roysius, jing vin, calvin yang, jeffery and nicky

chakrid and cake

THANK YOU ALL MY FRIENDS !!!

i can't hate you

2010-01-25T17:12:00.000-08:00

I never hated you for not loving me, but i hated you for making me fall even more when i'm trying to let you go

how many times should i realize with what i did ?

how many times should i remind myself ?

how many times should i think ?

how many times should i pretend to smile ?

how many times should i try not to scream or cry ?

how many times should i choose ?

how many times should i change my mind ?

why do i never try to choose one and stick with it ?

i can't hate someone because of it. i just hate myself. who never stick with one thing. change everything in one second, change my mind. i can't even think how difficult it is. promise ? i broke it. i always broke it. what ?! what should i do ?!

everything back to zero, as i changed my mind. but i know that i should not to think like this, but how ? it is happening. it is. something that i don't want to feel it anymore, but it never over. it was over, but it came back. i found the end, but i went through to another pages of my life. what the hell did i do ?

it is not me. yeah... i changed ! i can't ! i always changed my mind, and did not think what gonna happen afterwards. i felt down, i stood up. i woke up, but i thought i was still dreaming. i hate to know that maybe i should not be alive.

i have no idea what i did.

i have no idea what i thought.

i have no idea what i felt.

if i can let it go as easy as i open my palms, i will do it. but it is like try to break the wall with you bare hand. no weapons. no strength.

the thing i can do is... try to not cry, scream or sad.

all i need to do is... hypnotize myself to forget everything.

thanks for the early wishes

2010-01-22T21:40:00.000-08:00

my birthday is the day after tomorrow, but there were a lot of people alr said happy birthday to me and i was so happy (: thankyou people. eventhough it was too early, but i was soo happy about it.

oh

one more thing...

GILA LO SMUAANYA ! nyebarin rumour ngga jelas d kelas fisika ! mampuslah gw ! makin banyak yang tau gtu. lo kata gw ngga nervous apa d bilang gitu ? adoooh ! gw harap besok lo smuaa pada ngga ngebuat rencana terselubung. jangan dnkz tmen"kuh ! gw bisa ngga relax nii besok. ooppss i should be relax.

hmmm...

hope you... (that person) realise about the difference. pleaseeee... realize it man ! i need you to realize sth about it.

okayokay. i have no mood to write a lot of things and i am gonna make another post after tmr. okay ? (: i will talk about the dinner. i'll see you soon. (:

mimpi adalah firasat gw ?

2010-01-18T16:54:00.000-08:00

2 hari

2 malam

2 mimpi

satu orang yang sama...

tau maksud gw ? gw mimpiin dia lagi, dan gw bener" ngga tau apa maksud smuaa ini. paling ngga dia muncul slama beberapa detik d mimpi gw. apa lagi ? hari sabtu ini bakal ada apa ? rencana apa lagi ? tapi anehnya... knapa gw ngga ngerasa gelisah atau khawatir ya ? apa karena... gw udh bisa tau bahwa mereka punya rencana ? permasalahannya gw ngga tau rencana mereka.

yaampun... siigh !

apa gw harus mimpiin orang itu lagi ? i don't care, but... gw ngga tau harus bilang apa.

bisa jadi... smuaa mimpi gw itu adalah sbuah firasat yg akan terjadi d kemudian hari. ): gw ngga tau gw tuh harusnya seneng apa ngga, yg jelas... firasat gw makin kuat. yaaa smoga baik" aja sii. smoga ngga knapa"

apa smuaa mimpi itu bisa menjadi firasat sperti minggu lalu ?
wowww ! kalo iya... hebat bener gw ! bisa memprediksi apa yg terjadi d hari brikutnya. tpatnya sminggu kmudian.

siiigh !
smoga tgl 23 januari 2010 ngga akan terjadi apa"
amiiiinn...

my feeling is still 100% accurate

2010-01-11T22:28:00.000-08:00

again. my feeling was still very accurate. saturday. and now today. just now.

if i need to tell you the truth... i really want to cry now. i don't want to lose you as my best friend who never leave me and always encourage me whenever and wherever i am. my feeling was accurate again. 100%. i knew it from last week. i tried to find your name in my fb list and i couldn't find it. you removed me as your friend in fb, didn't you ? yeaah i knew it ! i felt it. i thought you were angry at me, but my feeling didn't say so. because i know that you will not angry with no reason. (: i know you eventhough not very well (i am not a perfect person who knows everything). secondly, you never replied my sms, didn't you ? my feeling became stronger. from that day, that time, i was very sure that someone forced you to ignore me, rite ? and i was correct.

do you know how retard 'that person' is ? do you know how idiot 'that person' is ? and do you know how angry i am ? if i can kill that person, i will do it. that person is an idiot ! why do you still with him ? don't you think that you need a freedom ? yes you need ! but why do you make yourself inside that 'jail' ? why ? i know that you don't like it. but can you force yourself to let everything go and be a free girl ? like me, maybe.

please...
i need you ! i don't want you to leave. i can't help you with 'that person'. i wish that everything gonna be back like before. there should be no wall between us ! we are best friend, aren't we ? ): i need you here. i need you. when i am broken heart (damn), when i feel boring and sad, when i feel confuse. i need you here...

please...
go back !

for my best friend...

curhat curhat curhat !

2010-01-11T18:37:00.000-08:00

i am gonna use my language for this post because i don't feel to write in english. soo... i am so sorry. if you want to know what i wrote, just ask my or comment in this post. thankyou ♡

hmmm...
sekarang tanggal... 11. tanggal 11 bulan januari (1) tahun 2010. gila ! udh 11 hari d tahun yang baru ini dan gw baru sadar bahwa banyak juga kejadian aneh yang udah gw alami slama 11 hari ini.

pertama...
feeling gw slalu bener. yaaah maaf ya ! gw sbenernya ngga mau mengulang kisah itu lagi. tapi feeling gw kali itu bener" akurat dan gw sama skali ngga tau bahwa sbenernya feeling gw itu udah memperingatkan gw sesuatu. kejadiannya ngga lama sii. beberapa hari yang lalu. sehari sblm kejadian itu, gw sempet lihat awan yang berbentuk ♡ dan juga gambar salah satu tokoh disney kesukaan gw. waaah ! gw sama skali ngga tau dan gw cuma bisa liat awan" aneh itu. ada pula senyuman. buseet deh ! apa pula itu. hmmm... feeling gw udah ngga enak ! dan bener aja... besoknya gw langsung kena 'kesialan' itu. sbenernya kalo gw masii ada prasaan, gw bilang itu sii bruntun. tapi sorry aja. gw lagi bete. jadinya mereka smuaa juga sempet kna getahnya. jadi maaf ya bagi yang kena getahnya. salah sendiri. jelas" gw emang ngga suka dia dan gw bener" yaaahh mau dan berniat buat lupain dia. jadi gitu deh... (:

kedua...
stelah kejadian itu gw tanya seseorang yang (hmmm...) deket juga ngga, jauh juga ngga. ya pokoknya biasa aja deh. namanya juga temenan dan bisa sama syp aja. gw sempet tanya beberapa hal sama dia karena gw tau bahwa dia tau rencana itu. gw tanya sgala macam dan dia jga jawab. entah knapa, d akhir sms gw sama dia, tiba" dia kayak bener" ngedukung gw buat... yaaah melakukan niat gw buat lupain. dia kayak smangat banget dan slalu menjawab setuju setuju dan setuju. aneh ! sbenernya dia itu cuma mau semangatin gw atau apa sii ? apa ada niat lain ? gw sii slama ini berpikir bahwa dia cuma mau menyemangati gw. secara kita ber2 temen gitu. jadi ya gw sii santai aja. kalo ktemu juga kita cuma say hi kayak biasanya. ngga berlebihan alias lebay gitu deh. tapi gw heran aja. kayaknya dia setuju banget ttg niat gw itu. walaupun ngga ada smiley face d smsnya yang menunjukkan dia seneng dgn niat gw, tapi tetep aja. waktu gw sakit, dia juga kayaknya panik dan mau anterin pulang. untung ada orang lain, jadinya gw bareng sama orang lain itu deh (jangan mikir macem". orang lain itu tak lain dari kakak gw)

ketiga...
ya Tuhan ! kamu dmana saayy ? gw sms lo ngga d jawab ? ada apa ? gw harap lo baca post gw yang ini. gw ngga tau lo buka blog gw apa ngga. tapi yang jelas sms gw ngga pernah lo jawab dan pas gw liat d fb, lo kayaknya udah remove gw jadi friend lo. knapa ? salah gw apa ? kayaknya bulan desember kmrn gw sama lo masii ngobrol deh ? knapa sii lo ? apa karena cowo lo yang ngga suka gw tuz lo jauhin gw ? iya ? gitu ? kalo emang itu yang terjadi... ywdh ! tapi bukan berarti lo bener" menjauh dari gw kan ? gw tuh takut lo ada apa". gw ngga mau terluka, itu aja. lo dmana sii ? gw bener" pengen tau lo dmana skrg. gw cuma pengen tau apa lo tuh baik" aja apa ngga ? *siiighh* kalo lo baca post ini, gw harap lo langsung bisa mengetahui apa yang terjadi. pleaseee jawab sms gw ! ): miss you so muchhhh my best friend ! ♡

keempat...
kembali lagi k dia. gw ngga mau mengungkit" ini terlalu banyak. tapi menurut gw, minggu lalu udah banyak banget kejadian ngga sngaja antara gw dan dia. dari hampir mau nabrak, sampe ngga sngaja saling liat"an pas dia lewat depan kelas. buseeet ! langsung buang muka gw. hahahahha... gw sendiri kaget, bisa punya gerakan secepat kereta api. ya mana gw tau kalo dia ada d depan kelas. secara mata gw sering banget liat siapa yang lewat d depan kelas. hehehehhe (:

ywdh itu aja... cuma mau share dikit. (padahal banyaaak ! lebay deh !)
anyway... NO OFFENSE ya ! dan gw ngga bermaksud menyinggung sesuatu yang menyakiti hati. tapi setau gw sejauh ini, gw ngga menulis sesuatu yang menyakitkan deh. paling nyakitin hati gw sendiri. hehehehhe...

okay i'll see you soon. (:

i'll try no matter how hard it is

2010-01-07T16:55:00.000-08:00

it was very hard for me to see it. but i should realize that it was real, not a dream. but A REAL ! reality ! again ! i should know that everything is real, everything what i saw. it was real. yeahh...

but do you know how painful it was ? do you know that maybe i could cry ? but i realized that maybe it was the best way how God made me wake up from my dream, from my sleep. i saw it. i knew that few of them supported and helped me to stand and keep moving until now. but do you know that actually i can't walk ? i really need time to move from 0. i made a promise for myself but i think... i broke my promise. it was my fault and i don't want to repeat the same mistake. ):

i tried

and

i tried...

i could move and walk, i could. but now... did i go back from 0 again ? again ? YEAP ! i did ! and i was so stupid to repeat that silly thing again when i need to concentrate in other few things. i tried to forget it when i was reading my book. but do you know that everything what i saw keep repeating in my mind and it seemed always happen every second in my life ! i hate it !

i know that i should keep moving and never stop. but now... sigh !!!! maybe i can't.

but i don't want to break my promise again. i should. i should !!!

i'll try to do it no matter how hard it is. i will... no matter how hard it is.

say 'HAPPY NEW YEAR' earlier...

2009-12-30T07:05:00.001-08:00

hahahah... i will not post this during new year because there is no internet on that day, so i am gonna say it now !

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 !!!

hope in 2010, everything gonna be better ! (((:

my resolutions in 2010 :

♡ study hard for harvard (: (jia you)

♡ good scores for IGCSE and exams

♡ publish it !!! :D your BIGGEST WISH

♡ make better stories

♡ be serious... (:

♡ be top 3 in the class (amiiiin !)

♡ do not think about it until 20 years old. hehehehe... (WTH)

♡ try to move on and stop thinking of it

i'll see you soon guys ! (:

i'm back ! (:

2009-12-08T22:38:00.000-08:00

heellooowww... :D
it's been a long time i never post something in my blog. yeap ! my bro borrowed my laptop for one whole week when he was in Singapore. he doesn't have any laptop now. actually, it broke down, but it is okay now (: my father just repaired.

hmm...
anyway...
i dunno what i want to talk in my blog. i just... miss my blog so muchhhh ! :D

oh... i remember something ! (:
i am writing another novel and i wish i can publish it soon. i never talk about this in few people, but i know that one day they will know about it. i just don't want them to know about it now. i dunno why and don't ask me the reason. guys, wish me luck, okay ? *lumayan duitnya buat jajan. hahahahha*

ooh ? it is 10:38 indo time.
i think i am gonna sleep first.

see you next time (:

facebook and twitter, differences ? lets we read this...

2009-11-17T15:44:00.000-08:00

waiting for my result !!! aarrgghhh !!!
i am so scared of this. i am afraid i am gonna retain. but hope not. (: pleaseeee... help me !!

okay okay... i am gonna make another post.
now is about facebook and twitter. i found this when i browse something in google.com and i just all of you read this. it is quite interesting and hope you all enjoy this. k ? (:

Social networks have been growing rapidly. EVERYONE who is ANYONE is a part of at LEAST one and usually many networking platforms. Some use them for reconnecting with long-lost friends, while others use it to aggressively market their new… whositzwhatzit.
But with so many new and crazy things out there it’s hard to decide what to use and the best way to use them… In this networking article I will describe to two that have been getting the most clout lately – Facebook and Twitter – what they’re good for, and how you might be able to use them for your benefit.

Networking

Until the outburst of social networking, networking was something that you had to be outgoing to do. In today’s world it’s just a matter of the click of a button and you can make new connections … and now it is even “cool” to do so.
But just as you probably wouldn’t go to an art conference to network for your new breakthrough-medical-cure, you also don’t want to use the tools available today in the wrong ways.

So what’s the difference between Facebook and Twitter?

In nutshell:
I’ll add you as a friend on Facebook if I met you in the supermarket while looking for the right loaf of bread and you seemed interesting.
I’ll add you as a friend on Twitter if I think you may have something interesting to say, regardless of whether I have ever had any connection whatsoever with you in the past.

Facebook

Facebook was designed to connect between the physical world and the cybersphere. It originated on a college campus. If you met someone at a party, or in class, you no longer needed to remember digits, just their name. All you had to do was search for their name and you were connected.
But Facebook has very detailed profiles, personal interactions happen there. I was, at first, horrified when my parents first joined. TMI!!! (Too Much Information) As much as I love them, it was like a flashback to being 16, hanging with some friend in my room and the door opens…
Facebook has matured since, people can now share various amounts of information with different groups of people so you can keep that “hang out” space with your friends as well as a different environment for connecting with colleagues or *even* your parents.
But still, by it’s very nature, while you may feel comfortable sharing with perfect strangers the list of your favorite movies and music you probably will not feel comfortable sharing with them the details of your day-to-day life. Facebook as a social platform reflects, eerily, the physical world. Parties and events are planned and discussed. People meet-up and break up, people not only share their views of the world but also views from their latest vacation or holiday.
It’s just not the place to share with everyone and anyone.

Twitter

On twitter you share everything with everyone… but in fragments of 140 characters at a time.
Because of the nature of the way people share on twitter, people feel comfortable sharing almost anything with anyone. How much are you actually exposing yourself with restrictions like that?
Since people feel comfortable sharing with everyone on twitter, you can connect with people that you normally would never connect with: from politicians to famous rock-stars, to people on the other side of the planet, or even to the international space-station for that matter (http://pulse2.com/2009/04/14/michael-massimino-prepares-to-twitter-in-space/) … All these people are sharing themselves 140 characters at a time. Because you are protected by the limitations of the platform you can feel completely comfortable connecting with anyone.
Another benefit of twitter is that it is immediate. People tweet from EVERYWHERE and EVERYWHEN. There are many tools to see what is happening in the twittersphere. You can check trends, which allow you to see popular terms being tweeted about at that time. You can also search for a specific topic. This ability to find information on twitter so easily and instantaneously allows you to follow event’s as they unfold.
You thought you were getting news as it developed from CNN? With news networks you get updates only every hour… Twitter has instant updates… and they are not only updates on what the new network decides is important, but you can get updates on just about every topic you like. If you want to know what is going on in the publishing world, follow a few editors, and there you go!

Don’t follow me on Facebook

Twitter is fantastic for networking, because you can share without sharing too much. Facebook is fantastic for networking because you can easily share SO much with all the people that you want to share with. One of my biggest peeves is when people ask me to “follow” them on Facebook. Have I met you? no! So why would I want you to see everything that is going on in my life?
I understand that someone may like to use Facebook for professional networking, but that is what Linkedin is for. Facebook was not designed for that. When I’m relaxing with some friends I don’t want to be pestered with invitations to groups about networking. That’s just how it goes. I’m not saying that you *cannot* in any way use Facebook for business, I do it from time to time. With the privacy settings you can compartmentalize business from pleasure pretty easily. But that takes time, and careful understanding of how Facebook works. You will not get the results you are looking for if you use Facebook like twitter and ask people to “follow” you

The Bottom Line

Here’s a rule of thumb. If you met someone at a party or any informal social gathering…
You’ll talk politics. You’ll take out your iphone and show them your latest photos. You might tell them about an article you wrote. You may tell them a little bit about what you do. You might even invite them to a business meeting, but informally. You can do that all on Facebook.

(source : http://www.howtoreachmygoals.com/2009/04/27/876/facebook-vs-twitter-so-whats-the-difference-between-them/)

are you sad now ? let's we make a chocolate... (((: TRY IT !

2009-11-13T14:05:00.000-08:00

ARE YOU FEELING SAD NOW ? why don't we try this at home ?

actually, i heard that chocolate can make people happy. hahahhahha but maybe.
why don't we try it now !!! (((:

How To Make A Chocolate By Hand (source : http://www.wikihow.com/Make-Chocolate-by-Hand)

Making homemade chocolate is a truly wonderful experience. It can be the most delicious chocolate you ever had, and it is fun to make. Chocolate is a delicious dessert that many people enjoy. A great thing about chocolate is that it is versatile. You can put in on many things, and serve it with almost anything. There are many different kinds, and each offers a unique flavor. In this article, we will be making real, pure chocolate, which many consider to be bitter. This kind of chocolate is said to be heart healthy and it is rich with antioxidants, which keep your immune system up and ready.

Ingredients :
1 lb. of raw cocoa beans (you can find these online or at a farmer's market)
1/2 cup of sugar
Additional flavouring (mint)
1/2 teaspoon vanilla
2/3 cup of milk,or half and half

Things You'll Need :
Two pans
Mortar and pestle
Pepper grinder
Bowl
Wooden spoon
Molds
Cookie sheet
Cocoa beans

Steps :
1. Roast the raw cocoa beans. Put a single layer of beans on a cookie sheet.Roast them for about 30 minutes in a 300 degree oven. Let the beans cool, and pull the husks off. Discard of the husks or add them to a compost pile.

2. Break up the beans. This can be done with a hammer and washcloth, or you can use a mortar and pestle. When they are in pieces, grind them in a clean pepper grinder, or continue using the mortar.
**It is suggested you use a pepper grinder for the second phase of grinding as it gets harder to use a mortar as the pieces get small. It is possible, however, to make the pieces smaller with a mortar.

3. When the pieces of bean are small, continue mashing with the mortar and pestle. By this point the beans will have turned into a brown mush. It may look good, but it tastes very bitter.

4. Heat a large pan of water until it is hot, but not boiling. Transfer the cocoa bean paste to a smaller pan. Place the smaller pan in the pan of hot water. When the paste is heated, but not cooking, transfer the paste back into the bowl and continue to work with the mortar. Continue to use the mortar on the paste until it is of a smooth consistency.

5. Add the sugar and flavoring and the milk or half and half and vanilla, if you decide to use any flavoring. When the sugar and flavorings are mixed in, pour the chocolate into molds, or a large pan that you can cut into small bars. Let the chocolate cool and harden. This can be done a room temperature, or in the fridge covered by foil.

Tips :
- Start with less sugar, and keep adding until it reaches the desired sweetness.
- Experiment with different flavorings, or stick to just sugar and cocoa.
- Molding your chocolate can be fun. Try molding them for special occasions, such as Easter, Christmas, or Hanukkah.

WARNING !!!
Be careful that you do not burn yourself on the stove. Always supervise children while they are cooking.

become

(((:

running under the rain...

2009-11-12T18:32:00.000-08:00

after econs and business exam...

HEAVENNN !!!!! WOHOOOO...

yeap yeap !! we were sooooo happy and it seems like a holiday. actually we still have 3 more papers (english paper 3, chemistry and physics paper 1). hope it will help me to promote to sec 4. (: wish me luck.

first, me, miho and sadbh decided to have some coffee in starbucks near our school, but at last, we all went to bukit timah plaza and wanted to eat subway there. nicky, jeremy, sarah, glenn, calvin, hong seok and mike also went there with us. actually they were the one who asked us to go to bukit timah to have lunch together.

before we took bus, we already knew that it was going to rain and when the bus came, the rain started. we all looked at outside the bus and the rain was so heavy !!! D:

we missed the bus stop !!! cuz nobody pressed the button so we missed one bus stop. we stopped in the bus stop and the rain harder and we all dunno how to go to bukit timah plaza in that kind of weather. lucky i brought one small umbrella and it was just for me. :D but they never brought umbrella, except for jeremy who lend it to sarah. (((:

we had no choice. we all ran to bukit timah plaza. me, sarah, nicky and glenn used different kind of umbrella but we all were still wet and my umbrella was useless. can't protect me from the rain !!!! hate you my green umbrella. D: my bag was wet and all my books wet too. ))):

after that we wanted to eat subway but it was full, so we ate at KFC. aahh finally !!! we could eat and i was so hungry after exam and ran under the rain. hahahhaha XD

my skirt was so wet and i spilt my pepsi to my skirt !!! aarggghhh !!! lucky it was still wet so no one could see it. it was not so obvious anyway. hahahahhaha :D

we all talked about our last holiday. oyaaa... nicky and sarah will go to Japan later and miho too.. arrgghh ! i also want to go there but i will go to new york. hmm... maybe i am gonna buy sth for them. heheheheh (((: but i dunno what, so i will see later.

after we ate, me and miho (oh yaaa ! jai eun also went with us, but she came a bit late. after the rain stopped) went home, but nicky, mike, jeremy and sarah went to jeremy's home.

finally i went home and i don't want to touch my books for awhile !!! i am so exhausted now, and i need to rest. (((:

my head a bit dizzy, maybe because of the rain just now.

to all people who went out together just now :
DON'T FORGET TO BRING UMBRELLA NEXT TIME, SO WE CAN GO OUT EASILY EVENTHOUGH IT IS RAINING !

hahahhahaha... XD

i hate chemistry and physics

2009-11-10T18:04:00.000-08:00

OH DAMN !

i couldn't do every single questions for physics !!!???

damn...

do you know that it was so difficult and my teacher promised that she won't give us any difficult question ? the stupidest thing was I TOTALLY FORGOT ALL THE FORMULAS.
i am such an idiot or maybe... i am idiot !! =.=*

arrgghh !!! i hate myself now. or i hate the paper ? i dunno...

after exam, i went out from hall and i was so stress. i was in bad mood and i didn't really want to talk to anyone that time and i was so stupid to be angry to everyone who met me.

i am so sorry to people who wanted to joke to me but i was so bad mood until i seemed angry to you.
NICKY LEE... i am so sorry but i was not angry at you and i am so sorry. ))): i won't angry at you anyway !!! (((; yeahh i am a man, nicky !!! (((:

urrgghh !!! i am afraid i am gonna retain now... D:
but i am still have another hopes rite ? (((: we still have our paper 1 ! sooooo don't give up guys !!! XD

加油

aarrgghh !!! i am gonna die soon...

2009-11-09T21:15:00.000-08:00

arrrghhh !!! todayyyy !!!

i did my english paper 1 (extended) and it was soooooo difficult !
maybe i can fail easily *not pass easily*. arrrgghhh !!! i am going to die soon.

i am afraid i am gonna retain ! ohh noooo... D: no no no !!! pleaseee... i still have another hope !!!

but when i did my math, it was quite easy and at least i could a bit happy because of this ! hahahahha XD maybe i can get A. hope sooooo.. :D

hhmmm... tmr is chemistry and physics paper 2.
hope i can do well.

and..

OOHH !! I GOT A MIRACLE JUST NOW !!! :D
there is no one here know about what miracle i am talking about. hahahahhah XD

okay, ttyl ! see ya...

*need to study !!!*

this is how I start my new world

2009-11-07T14:50:00.000-08:00

heyyy !!!
this is my new blog.
ermm not really. i just changed the template or layout and that's it. hope i won't get bored easily with this kind of simple template or maybe i just change the colour, but depends on my mood. (((:

as you know that my english is not good enough but i am trying to use it as properly as i can. hehehe... (((: and hope this can be my practice time, ohh whateva !!!

hmmm..
start my new world ? hahahahha... maybe you are confuse with the title, aren't you ?
actually it is just a title and please don't bother it. that sentence is always make me smile... sooo, yeah.

oh yeaa... do you know that our exam is starting soon ? D:

OMGOSH ! i hope i can do well. *sigh*

errmmm...
i think i need to study now !!!
))):
talk to you again later.

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