my feeling is still 100% accurate

again. my feeling was still very accurate. saturday. and now today. just now.

if i need to tell you the truth... i really want to cry now. i don't want to lose you as my best friend who never leave me and always encourage me whenever and wherever i am. my feeling was accurate again. 100%. i knew it from last week. i tried to find your name in my fb list and i couldn't find it. you removed me as your friend in fb, didn't you ? yeaah i knew it ! i felt it. i thought you were angry at me, but my feeling didn't say so. because i know that you will not angry with no reason. (: i know you eventhough not very well (i am not a perfect person who knows everything). secondly, you never replied my sms, didn't you ? my feeling became stronger. from that day, that time, i was very sure that someone forced you to ignore me, rite ? and i was correct.

do you know how retard 'that person' is ? do you know how idiot 'that person' is ? and do you know how angry i am ? if i can kill that person, i will do it. that person is an idiot ! why do you still with him ? don't you think that you need a freedom ? yes you need ! but why do you make yourself inside that 'jail' ? why ? i know that you don't like it. but can you force yourself to let everything go and be a free girl ? like me, maybe.

please...
i need you ! i don't want you to leave. i can't help you with 'that person'. i wish that everything gonna be back like before. there should be no wall between us ! we are best friend, aren't we ? ): i need you here. i need you. when i am broken heart (damn), when i feel boring and sad, when i feel confuse. i need you here...

please...
go back !

for my best friend...